picked Kaisei back up today to see if I could write anything at all
actually wrote a little
it was nice
morning, wtf.
- Tried to write up the prologue type thing to the Crownless series to send to someone—but had to go to my appointment so I couldn’t finish it.
- Had my psychiatrist tell me about an anti-nightmare med—and then tell me it has too many unpleasant side effects for me to want to ever try it.
- Had the psychiatrist’s office tell me I owe them a copayment of 25$—and that I owe them 50$ more for past appointments this year.
- Had to be on the phone for twenty minutes with the insurance to figure out what the fuck’s going on—and they tell me that the psychiatrist’s office is running the codes differently than last year and I may have to fight them on this.
- Got a package from What Pumpkin—but it’s another Hero of Void hoodie, not my kickstarter, even though I told the people at WP that I got it already from Elizabeth.
Just as an FYI, I am pretty depressed as of right now and I’m gonna be really tired come the weekend.
My message is that I am essentially useless right now and I’m struggling, so bear with me.
Because I am interested in answering things once I get home from work. It can be about To Oblivion and Back, too.
=> See Liz’s post about how they want people to write subtly religious fan fic of Homura/Madoka
=> Have dinner
=> Do dishes
=> Come out with an idea for sort of overtly religious fan fic of Homura/Madoka and also Sayaka/Kyoko
phew
okay, now that everything is voted and out of the way or sorted into understandable diagnoses, I can return to my regular schedule of work.
Ladystuck, once I wake up, you’re on my docket.
aw
I think my Lasystuck prompter changed
sad
I liked the potential ID of that prompter
well
as long as the prompt’s interesting
huh
followed my doctor’s directions to take an anti-anxiety pill tonight to see how it makes me feel
now I’m wondering
why was I never given this before?
I’m still totally exhausted and depressed but
man my chest hurt for anxiety the whole day and now it just doesn’t
once again, my doctor proves he is awesome
