April 2012
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liobi asked: Celia I often sit in laughing wonder at your glorious tags
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quietly amused and horrified all at once
By the suggestion of my therapist, I went and bought a new book regarding bipolar disorder just to help me get as many bearings as I can. I went pawing through it tonight and landed on the section about medications, and I managed to remember the stuff I was given back in middle/high school when I saw the names. My overwhelming conclusion was this:
How in god’s name did my organs not...
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wow okay now I am legit in a rage
I went back to my pharmacy to see if they had my new meds, and fortune smiled upon me. I went to pay, and the pharmacist said that my charge was 30 dollars.
“Wow, really?” I asked. “My co-pay for meds is usually ten bucks at the most.”
“Yeah, this one’s really expensive,” replied the pharmacist with a wince. “It’s good that you’ve...
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various catch-22s in my life
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Hate psychiatrist/therapists; very strongly need them due to stress.
Hate anti-psychotic medication; very strongly need them due to visual and auditory hallucinations that have gotten to the point where I am hallucinating entire cars on the freeway and hearing a lot of negative noise in my head.
Hate telling my family that there’s been even vague thoughts about suicide floating...
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today was a pinball day
Morning: anxious about seeing my therapist and talking about the more troubling issues I’ve been having
Mid-morning: exhausted from emotionally trying appointment
Afternoon: exhausted from various errands that put a serious drain on my funds
Mid-afternoon: panic about having to find an actual psychiatrist who takes my insurance
Late afternoon: surprised and very happy that a...
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a teaser of a series I'm starting to plan properly
shinjishazaki:
This is actually a group of stories that has been slowly and carefully stewing in my head over the last few years, and we can all blame Game of Thrones for pointing me in the right direction for thinking about it.
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It is wrong to say that once upon a time, the Gods came to be. They have always existed, and so there is no beginning to their tale. Their exploits, however,...
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a teaser of a series I'm starting to plan properly
This is actually a group of stories that has been slowly and carefully stewing in my head over the last few years, and we can all blame Game of Thrones for pointing me in the right direction for thinking about it.
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It is wrong to say that once upon a time, the Gods came to be. They have always existed, and so there is no beginning to their tale. Their exploits, however,...
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putting writing my main-character-has-bipolar...
good thing I have like a million other original novel ideas that have been brewing in my head for the last few years…
…to which I am now adding new characterizations and plot changes and jesus fucking christ I am so tired right now brain can we please not start percolating the ideas for that fantasy series with these new concepts
I cannot handle this much mental caffeine right now...
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oh no
I am so bad with certain kinds of tech. I did not realize until two days ago that I could purchase a single episode of a TV show off of iTunes. I have been agonizing about trying to figure out if I should buy Game of Thrones because I wanted to at least see one episode before committing to the massive DVD boxset we sell at work and now I just finished watching episode one and—
OH GOD NO...
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things legitimately written in my notes for the...
She really comes to like Toby despite being regularly disturbed by her.
Her music’s aggression goes through the roof after she’s turned and it winds up getting her more business as a DJ in the kind of clubs where roofies are used and violence is done. She greatly appreciates the irony.
It makes him feel like the bigger man. (Protip: he’s not.) The lulzy thing, though? ...
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dude omg i want peoples headcanons about me →
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tossing this hat into the ring before I dash to...
I forgot that I never actually linked to that stupidly massive piece of ATLA fan fiction that I wrote a couple of years ago.
Here it is. Make of it what you will.
Also, I made the mistake of rewatching the most recent episode and thinking hard about stuff. Because I am an enormous asshole, there may or may not be fan fiction for this series.
I make no promises.
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Yo, to the sweet person who sent me an ask a while back about what plans I could have in store for new Avatar fan fiction now that The Legend of Korra is airing—
Man, you are so seriously sweet and flattering, but I don’t think there is any way in heaven or hell for me to outdo what’s being done right now.
Maybe in the future I’ll have some idea of how to play around in...
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mysterioustruths answered your question: query time
Yes. I would read it. I have a story of my own that I needc to get off the ground as well. Maybe we could share notes?
i don’t
man i’m like pretty tipsy bordering on drunk and i went wandering through my blog’s backlog and uh
man your blog is blank and empty
who are you and
i like barely ever interact on a collaborative...
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Of wolves and their worlds
The deal was that I was reading a comic I really like that’s about werewolves, and I had the same thought that floats through my head when I am on a positive streak and I consume media: I want to do this concept better and I’m pretty sure I can.[[MORE]]
The ‘wolves in this universe are as mortal as any other creature, though considerably less damageable. There are three ways...
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ask me anything you're curious about →
I’m bored and I feel like answering questions while I work. These questions can include the projects I’m working on, and I’ll do my best to answer them without being too cagey or too spoiler-y.
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wait i’m confused
this is my second night cold turkey off of my ambien after like two months of taking it every night
how am i so sleepy and ready to go to bed
i haven’t even taken any sleep aids yet or anything and it’s not even midnight
wow this actually feels really nice
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reasons why I love my brother
We maintained a conversation for well over three hours that encompassed religion, astrology, Homestuck, the astrological and religious connections and analogues in Homestuck, Evangelion, the Count of Monte Cristo, the anime adaptation of the Count of Monte Cristo, women’s rights, the fascinatingly forward-thinking feminist tracks in the Count of Monte Cristo, the way female characters are...
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just found the smooth/enhance function in sound...
