May 2012
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Guys, I'm sure I have a reputation somewhere in...
angerliz:
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robotlyra(You know, aside from the obvious: being a massive moody dingus)
I guess I’ll do this too.
Sure, why not?
Eh, kind of curious in a narcissistic manner
why am I reblogging this :S
Okay I’ll do it too.
I don’t know...
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April 2012
58 posts
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oh for fuck's sake
I’m working on a cover letter for an application, and I was trying to figure out a way to start in on the topic of new social media platforms—
And I thought of writing, “The world is changed.”
I was going to make a Lord of the Rings reference in a cover letter for a serious job.
I am officially too much of a nerd.
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why self
Celia why would you title the first chapter to your werewolf horror story “DJ Quicksilver’s Midnight Jaunts”
this is supposed to scare people
why are you making jokes
and why are you laughing at your own horribly misplaced jokes
Celia you are weird
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liobi asked: Celia I often sit in laughing wonder at your glorious tags
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quietly amused and horrified all at once
By the suggestion of my therapist, I went and bought a new book regarding bipolar disorder just to help me get as many bearings as I can. I went pawing through it tonight and landed on the section about medications, and I managed to remember the stuff I was given back in middle/high school when I saw the names. My overwhelming conclusion was this:
How in god’s name did my organs not...
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wow okay now I am legit in a rage
I went back to my pharmacy to see if they had my new meds, and fortune smiled upon me. I went to pay, and the pharmacist said that my charge was 30 dollars.
“Wow, really?” I asked. “My co-pay for meds is usually ten bucks at the most.”
“Yeah, this one’s really expensive,” replied the pharmacist with a wince. “It’s good that you’ve...
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various catch-22s in my life
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Hate psychiatrist/therapists; very strongly need them due to stress.
Hate anti-psychotic medication; very strongly need them due to visual and auditory hallucinations that have gotten to the point where I am hallucinating entire cars on the freeway and hearing a lot of negative noise in my head.
Hate telling my family that there’s been even vague thoughts about suicide floating...
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today was a pinball day
Morning: anxious about seeing my therapist and talking about the more troubling issues I’ve been having
Mid-morning: exhausted from emotionally trying appointment
Afternoon: exhausted from various errands that put a serious drain on my funds
Mid-afternoon: panic about having to find an actual psychiatrist who takes my insurance
Late afternoon: surprised and very happy that a...
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a teaser of a series I'm starting to plan properly
shinjishazaki:
This is actually a group of stories that has been slowly and carefully stewing in my head over the last few years, and we can all blame Game of Thrones for pointing me in the right direction for thinking about it.
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It is wrong to say that once upon a time, the Gods came to be. They have always existed, and so there is no beginning to their tale. Their exploits, however,...
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a teaser of a series I'm starting to plan properly
This is actually a group of stories that has been slowly and carefully stewing in my head over the last few years, and we can all blame Game of Thrones for pointing me in the right direction for thinking about it.
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It is wrong to say that once upon a time, the Gods came to be. They have always existed, and so there is no beginning to their tale. Their exploits, however,...
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putting writing my main-character-has-bipolar...
good thing I have like a million other original novel ideas that have been brewing in my head for the last few years…
…to which I am now adding new characterizations and plot changes and jesus fucking christ I am so tired right now brain can we please not start percolating the ideas for that fantasy series with these new concepts
I cannot handle this much mental caffeine right now...
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oh no
I am so bad with certain kinds of tech. I did not realize until two days ago that I could purchase a single episode of a TV show off of iTunes. I have been agonizing about trying to figure out if I should buy Game of Thrones because I wanted to at least see one episode before committing to the massive DVD boxset we sell at work and now I just finished watching episode one and—
OH GOD NO...
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things legitimately written in my notes for the...
She really comes to like Toby despite being regularly disturbed by her.
Her music’s aggression goes through the roof after she’s turned and it winds up getting her more business as a DJ in the kind of clubs where roofies are used and violence is done. She greatly appreciates the irony.
It makes him feel like the bigger man. (Protip: he’s not.) The lulzy thing, though? ...
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dude omg i want peoples headcanons about me →
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tossing this hat into the ring before I dash to...
I forgot that I never actually linked to that stupidly massive piece of ATLA fan fiction that I wrote a couple of years ago.
Here it is. Make of it what you will.
Also, I made the mistake of rewatching the most recent episode and thinking hard about stuff. Because I am an enormous asshole, there may or may not be fan fiction for this series.
I make no promises.
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Yo, to the sweet person who sent me an ask a while back about what plans I could have in store for new Avatar fan fiction now that The Legend of Korra is airing—
Man, you are so seriously sweet and flattering, but I don’t think there is any way in heaven or hell for me to outdo what’s being done right now.
Maybe in the future I’ll have some idea of how to play around in...
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mysterioustruths answered your question: query time
Yes. I would read it. I have a story of my own that I needc to get off the ground as well. Maybe we could share notes?
i don’t
man i’m like pretty tipsy bordering on drunk and i went wandering through my blog’s backlog and uh
man your blog is blank and empty
who are you and
i like barely ever interact on a collaborative...
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Of wolves and their worlds
The deal was that I was reading a comic I really like that’s about werewolves, and I had the same thought that floats through my head when I am on a positive streak and I consume media: I want to do this concept better and I’m pretty sure I can.[[MORE]]
The ‘wolves in this universe are as mortal as any other creature, though considerably less damageable. There are three ways...
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ask me anything you're curious about →
I’m bored and I feel like answering questions while I work. These questions can include the projects I’m working on, and I’ll do my best to answer them without being too cagey or too spoiler-y.
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wait i’m confused
this is my second night cold turkey off of my ambien after like two months of taking it every night
how am i so sleepy and ready to go to bed
i haven’t even taken any sleep aids yet or anything and it’s not even midnight
wow this actually feels really nice
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reasons why I love my brother
We maintained a conversation for well over three hours that encompassed religion, astrology, Homestuck, the astrological and religious connections and analogues in Homestuck, Evangelion, the Count of Monte Cristo, the anime adaptation of the Count of Monte Cristo, women’s rights, the fascinatingly forward-thinking feminist tracks in the Count of Monte Cristo, the way female characters are...
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just found the smooth/enhance function in sound...
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oh wow
She listened to every word I said, responded in ways that I haven’t heard a million times before, stayed totally patient and kind with me when I got panicky, and had a nice quiet office. I think the only way that appointment could have gone better is if my therapist had known what fan fiction was without me explaining it, but she got it perfectly the second I said “Harry...
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just installed those new audio programs
And this was the file that auto-loaded to be the tutorial.
I genuinely want to devour this program because I feel it will sate this curiosity and need to know all its ins and outs.
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=> Record for a couple of hours in order to test out new rig
=> Get very tired from trying to keep up my volume and control my breathing etc. etc.
=> Put on netflix to relax
=> Start running the musical episode of Scrubs completely by coincidence
=> Seriously contemplate singing
=> Laugh heartily at self
=> Do some writing before bed
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query time
I feel weird not posting as much fiction as I’ve done in the past, so I’m going to posit something.
If I were to create some sort of specific writing blog—wordpress or something like that—and posted an original serial work, would you folks be interested? I’m thinking of using this werewolf horror story I’ve got bubbling in my head as the first project.
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mine is a baseball house
=> Parents go to Minnesota for a wedding; get tickets for Twins vs. Rangers game
=> Try to set up DVR to record the game while my brother and I are at work in the hopes of seeing the ‘rents
=> The TV package my parents get religiously has two channels for each game: one for each team’s announcers
=> Get stymied
=> Pick one
=> Go to work
=> Come home
=>...
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okay here is a big reason as to why I hate going to a therapist, especially a new one
I get so wigged out before I go[[MORE]]
I feel like I’m absolutely bugger fucknuts and a lunatic and I want to spew all these bad emotions and anxieties out but oh my god I always feel so guilty exposing people to that, even if they’re therapists and it’s their job to help me not freak out
...
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Hey, does anyone know of any kids OT4 smut that involves all four of them at the same time? I’m working on some, but my brain’s going eighty different directions out of anxiety-stress and I’m wanting to read some other folks’ smut to get me focused.
Or visual porn. That’ll work too.
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ways in which the Count of Monte Cristo anime...
Not given Albert de Morcerf’s role to Johnny Yong Bosch
Retained the character of Abbe Faria
Not taken Eugenie’s lesbianism away to make Franz d’Epinay gay for Albert
Not given Albert de Morcerf’s role to Johnny Yong Bosch
Retained Villefort’s fascinating statement made to Madame Danglars regarding how things that are often considered crimes or sins of passion...
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through one project, into the notes of another
I managed to get through the information packet for my therapist, though I still feel like throwing up. At least it’s sitting over to one side, ready to go for my appointment next week. …And I don’t have to look at it again.
The thing I count as a victory for the evening is that I managed to get down a good framework of concepts for that story/novel I had about using...
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adventure for the evening
=> Get frustrated with one project
=> Decide to move to another for the time being
=> In switching notebooks, notice information packet that new therapist sent
=> Figure it would be a good idea to fill out the packet sooner than later
=> Read through the things the therapist wants to know for the first meeting
=> Resist the urge to throw the packet away and cancel the...
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reasons you should never write after taking ambien
You will forget how anything you wrote happened.
Seriously. I took ambien before getting into bed last, was struck with the sudden urge to write a little, and then eventually went to sleep. I opened up that notebook at work on my first break and I was baffled at what I’d written. Not that it was bad or completely loopy or out of place, but I literally had no memory of how I reached this...
magpizza asked: So on a scale of 1 to Kristen Bell, how much do you love Seattle, WA?
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abrupt gender post before I dive back into more...
I’m feeling massively confident about myself and my body right now. This is a completely new feeling to me.
And the reason I feel confident? I was thinking about myself in rather boyish clothes (oh my god I am lusting after a waistcoat for myself I think I would look so awesome in it) and a stylin’ boyish haircut like I’ve been rocking lately—and I was like, “oh my...
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whoops struck with the sudden burning need to continue working on that kids OT4 smut piece I’ve got sitting in one of my notebooks
be back later
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Ways in which Vriska Serket has been affectionate to her matesprit, Kanaya Maryam, in the first chapter of MONSTERstuck:
Sat down pretty hard on her stomach to wake her up after a long day and kissed her when she sat up in a natural reaction.
Teased her about presumably sleeping past their date by lying about the time—like she does every time she catches Kanaya sleeping on a day they have...
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I’m really glad that no one at worked ever asked me what I would be doing for Easter. It would be a dreadfully awkward conversation that I imagine would go like this:
“So, doing anything for Easter? Morning service?”
No, I’m pretty stoutly atheist over here. Haven’t been inside a church in over a decade. They make me uncomfortable.
...
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guys, I need more time than exists in the day
There’s this weird, almost inherent danger in me reading interesting comic series like Wolf Guy (warning: PRETTY MUCH EVERY AWFUL THING THERE IS, FROM BLOOD AND GORE TO TORTURE AND RAPE).
I see a concept that’s been done to death—here, werewolves—but it’s a good execution. I really enjoy the series and I reread it for funsies. But then I reread it one more time,...
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oh good lord
Glad as I am that you have a nice spell-check function and even a little grammar function, gdoc, I willnotchange “all right” into “alright.” It makes me want to scream every time I see it, and I will never, ever use it.
/pedantic grumbling
oh my god I forgot this seasonal beer tastes like candy
TODAY IS A GOOD DAY
angerliz:
shinjishazaki:
guys seriously
“Hussie Memorial Hospital” may be the worst joke I have ever made
SHINJI
see
that’s the worst obvious joke
I want to see if people catch the one I buried later on
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guys seriously
“Hussie Memorial Hospital” may be the worst joke I have ever made
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angerliz replied to your post: => Start writing the first chapter of…
I’M SO EXCITED IMMA PUKE!!!!!!
Man, can you actually get into the document? I shared it with you and Doyley but I don’t know if I did it wrong.
